Introspective thinking, I think timing of my Fandom is important. I got in when usf was nationally relevant. The talk amongst the students at the time were how usf could continue to build into a program that could compete for a national title. Each week we watched the top 25 teams on TV to see how it would affect USF's rankings. We would talk trash on opponents message boards and with coworkers. We had great pride in our school and what it was accomplishing. College football is all about the trash talking and rivalries. That is the fun of it. When you're a bottom dweller in a conference nobody cares about without the chance to win anything relevant, a big chunk of what makes college football fun and exciting is taken away. I haven't watched a non usf game in ages because it doesn't matter. I haven't talked trash in ages because that would be sad. I remember thinking that any program who couldn't make a bowl game was garbage considering you had an fcs game and only had to win 5 more. When the ceiling for your program is so low that to reach it would equate to a terrible season ending for most other programs, there isn't much to brag about. I was at the cincy game and was so shell-shocked by the atmosphere. I remember when 40-45k in the stadium was a number we complained about and anybody in a section who was screaming their face off on 3rd down was chastised. We used to take it as a personal offense when somebody scored in the student section end zone. I was the only fan in my section at the cincy game screaming on 3rd down and people looked at me like I was weird in a stadium that had less fans than a high school game I went to the night before... I guess if this is the usf football you are used to, it's OK, but this isn't the usf I learned to love. To me, what we have right now is USF in name only. If the USF I know is somehow revived, yes I'll be back. It's just not the same and it's just not what I came to love. I refuse to lower my expectations of the program because I have seen what it can and should be.