I have also been sick to my stomach debating on continuing to donate. I support the team and the program 100% but it sucks donating thousands of dollars for the right to get seats I can buy on Stubhub for 1/10 of the cost. Besides the fact I could not give my tickets away last season and not getting into how poorly we play, how non fun it is at this point etc. The money can surely be used in better places then this.
I agree you should sleep on it, the problem is many of us have been sleeping on it for weeks if not over a year at this point. Losing is one thing, but the way we are doing it now is something else.